Friday, November 26, 2010

Release

Inspiration. Motivation. Energy. Vision. I’ve let them go. And found instead procrastination and regret to hold on to. Where, what and who am I? Now that I’ve lost horribly and realise that even so I have won myself on higher (under)standing. I’ve lived through sorrow so now I know more. Dreaming has no expiration. When dreams get to their sell-by date, replace them with new ones. I know this. I am this- this renewable energy. I am this - this replenishable motivation. I am this- this plethora of inspiration. I am. I live and until the day I die and even beyond, I matter.
Retracing the steps back to my center- I must release all that I picked up along the way away from me. I will begin again from me and so on and on it will go... Release

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Time.Life & Death

Missing My GrandMother, N.M. Ngalo-Ndyalvan (1936 -2008), I realise that Life lives on time, Time waits for nothing and Death stops time.
One of the last things I wanted to do for her and with her was a foot massage- never got around to doing it and I deeply regret missing out on sharing that simple pleasure with her.
I waited too long and time finished.
I dared to wait at all.
How we misunderstand life!